


Normally I’d tell him to fuck off, but I ‘held frame’-meaning I absorbed his insult and kept my composure. Kevin knows I’ve been diagnosed with Insomnia and thinks that because it’s his birthday, he’s entitled to take shots at my mental illness. I went back and complained and he put me on Adderall, which was awesome but I couldn’t sleep so he gave me Xanax, and if I don’t take each of these at specific times throughout the day, I won’t be able to sleep-or worse, I’ll get a panic attack when I blaze. Two years ago I kept getting panic attacks when I blazed, so I went a psychiatrist and he put me on an anti-depressant and it mellowed me out too much and I was tired all the time. Two, he thinks me asking about the sleeping arrangement is funny when he knows why I ask: One, Kevin can’t give a single straight answer, it’s ‘should have enough’ and ‘think we got you covered.’ These are yes-or-no questions just answer them.

But if you’d prefer your own just bring em along.” Him: “I think we’ve got you ‘covered’ Lol. Him: “We’ve got an L-couch with your name on it!” Him: “We should have enough! No worries!” Cruise up! Wouldn’t be the same without you.” Him: “Hey man, I’m having a little get together to celebrate my birthday next Friday. This was never clearer to me than it was last weekend, when my former best friend Kevin threw his 26th birthday party…at his own place…an hour’s drive from my parents’ house. When people feel threatened by your confidence, they’ll do anything and everything to knock you down a peg. When you start taking control of your life and rejecting people’s bullshit, people feel threatened.
